It is unbelievable to me that 10 years ago today Dory made me a Mommy and Mr. Fish a Daddy. In 10 years I have made countless mistakes, wiped tears, cleaned scrapes and loved more than I ever thought possible.
Dory was in God's plan but not in ours. She was a surprise blessing. Born just 24 short hours before my own birthday. It was the greatest birthday ever when I turned 26.
We brought her home from the hospital in a burning hot car because we didn't think babies should be in a/c :) We have tried and failed as parents and learned lessons you can not imagine. I always tell her thanks for being our trainer....because it is the oldest that paves the way for the others!
This past week has been one of the most challenging weeks of my life. I'm not ready to share yet but soon I will. Everytime I needed her support without knowing she would give me just what I needed....a hug, a kiss, a note, a smile. She has a sixth sense that is unbelievable....when you need her, she is there without even knowing she is doing good.
I can't believe tomorrow I am going to be 36 years old. The age my mother was when she had me. In high school at my track meet a girl said....oh that was nice of your Grandma to come. Looking back, I should have punched her :) Just kidding. I am happy to be 36, I am proud of the life that Mr. Fish and I have created together in the past 20 years. I am proud to be called Mommy and please know everyday I do my very best to take that job seriously. I wouldn't go back for anything. We have these battle wounds called life lessons. I have a lot of them under my belt.
How can I repay the Lord for all the good done for me? Psalm 116:12
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